love, evy.

I had every intention of going to school tomorrow. Tired of feeling tired. Tired of feeling weak.

This will pass soon and everything will be back to normal. I’ve been flying under the radar for so long, I’m not sure even I realized how quickly I fell.

It’s easy for me to make it to the top, it’s staying there that I always have a problem with. I shouldn’t stop taking my medicine, I know better. It’s too easy to pack away certain emotions into a tiny little box over my heart. The only problem is the sheer weight of the box is sure to topple me over unless I get control back. No more heavy hearts. No more excuses.

I guess I’m feeling helpless because this setback has been purely health related. Physical health over mental health, for once. I’m sure to be in tip-top shape in no time. Just in time to put myself in the number one position for the Summer conference. I’ve had a hard time recently, but I’m proud that my confidence hasn’t been shaken.